I'm awake, it's 1:45AM. Tonight was my first night of having FEAR set in. I'm not sure what it was about tonight, but I can't shake horrible thoughts and feelings that are overwhelming me. They center around my children being okay while I am gone and about my health and safety while in Haiti.
I did try to spend a bit of time in prayer but I am finding that hard, my thoughts are scattered and I can't stay on track with what I am truly asking for. I am just hopeful that God knows I need him right now.
So, I just keep telling myself that people go every week with Healing Haiti and that they have a very good system down. Yep, I will be just fine!
So, in the process, I have been watching infomercials. Have you all seen the one for Insanity? WOW - does this stuff really work? I am almost convinced. It's just 3 easy payments - why are these things so tempting? I've been trying this running business, well, that's all I'll say about that. Not sure I am meant to be a runner.....
If you are reading this, thank you! Please pray for a peaceful mind - Thank You!
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